New life, who dis?
The last four years of my life have been pretty routine: wake up, walk my dog, go to class, come home, do homework, and relax. I worked on the days I didn’t have class and I rarely went out. I was comfortable in this cycle, it was simple. In less than a month, my life is going to change completely. Instead of going to my graduation, I’m getting married! Why? Because my school doesn’t call your name individually, they call you as a department and everyone who is graduating has to stand. THAT’S WACK!! We’ve also been engaged for two years now. It’s literally the time to do it because we both have been waiting for this.
After we get married, I’m moving to where he’s stationed. It’s going to be him and I, starting our own little life together. AHH. lol. These changes in my life are happening so quickly. I feel like a giant ball of emotions; I tell my fiancé all the time how I need to release these emotions inside of me. It’s like I have so much energy and emotions, I constantly feel like I want to bite something. It is affecting me mentally because I am an over-thinker. I’m overthinking about everything, its positive mostly because I am so excited for this new chapter. With good thoughts come bad thoughts though, for me anyways. One thing I feel like I am going to have a hard time with is being away from my family because my sisters are my best friends, even my niece, and nephew.
My dad told me one time when I was like 12 years old “life moves fast.” I think about that statement multiple times a month. I remember him telling me that like it was yesterday and I’m 22 now. They say the only constant in life is change. I feel like this change in my life is definitely going to be one of the best things for me. This new chapter is only going to make me grow into a better person. I can’t wait to update you all on how I am settling into my new life!
Don’t forget, love conquers all ♥